Goodbye, My Sweet

Posts Tagged ‘saccharine

It’s been about three weeks that I’ve been off the artificial stuff. I had some saccharine today because I didn’t have any Stevia on me. That hasn’t been the  hard part. It’s the sugar that’s been killing me.  I just want Sweetness so bad! So I’m off the artificial stuff but I’m eating the real stuff. How stupid is that? I feel so embarrassed and ashamed that I’m struggling so badly with this.

And I have to ask myself again, should I be making such a big deal about the artificial stuff if it keeps me off the real stuff? I’m certainly not losing any weight. I’m just so frustrated. And I just want to eat. And eat.